“How did I get here?”
A few weeks ago my Pastor preached a message,
simply titled “how did I get here?” The message itself took a different
route that focused on the plan God has for our life, in where we stand
in it all. Yet, after hearing the message, I decided to ask myself the
question again: How did I get here? As I type, I’m thousands of
miles up in the air heading home for Winter break, and quite honestly
ten years ago I probably would have laughed in disbelief if someone told
me where I’d be now. At a younger age, I had my plans of doing well in
life, in hopes of making enough money to buy whatever I wanted. I think
at one point I wanted to be a teacher, a millionaire, and serve in the
army all before the age of 18. Well I’m past 18, and none of those said
plans are true—-well at least not in the physical form. For one, up
until a few years ago, I spent so much time engrossed in my own plans of
how I thought my life should be. I would make plans, and maybe pray
about them. Then when things fell through, I would throw a spiritual
temper tantrum and depart from God. This cycle continued for many
years, I would make a plan, it wouldn’t happen, I took it personal, and
then blamed God.
See what I was doing is something we all do; we
basically take our lives in our own hands, and depart from the one who
created us. It’s like a puppet attempting to be its own puppeteer—-
doesn’t make sense right? That’s because it is insane for us to ever
think that we have what it takes to know our tomorrow and even plan for
it. Even more so it is an insult to God for us to make plans and not
seek his counsel, wisdom, and direction. The reality is, making plans on
our own is telling God that He is not capable of us trusting Him.
Imagine, telling the person you love on earth the most that they are not
worthy of your trust and their voice doesn’t matter. If you claim to
love someone without trusting them, then you do not love them. The book
of John tells us how much God loved us and how He gave us the ultimate
sacrifice in the form of His son (John 3:16). God knew the wickedness of
the world, yet His love for us surpassed any fear or mistrust and He
sent His humble Son, Jesus. God’s way of showing us His love was through
an action that surpasses all understanding. The bible tells us in
Psalms 43:13-15, “the Lord looks from heaven; He sees all the sons
of men. From the place of His dwelling He looks On all the inhabitants
of the earth; He fashions their hearts individually; He considers all
their works”
This means that God fashions us each on an
individual basis, which results in various destinies and journeys. You
current position may be so far from what you thought it would be,
because God is not out to make you into the prototype or standard of
this world. Instead, He looks to shape you on a path that is unique to
your talents, capabilities, and destiny. So ask yourself the question, How did I get here? And thank God, because the journey you’ve taken thus far is specially ordained for you.
Season’s Greetings Y’all!
-MsYenckopowa